“I think it’s about time we got married…”
Looking back now… It wasn’t anyone’s fault. … It was me. My own weakness… … That’s what ruined everything. (tears)
Why didn’t I…
“Digging up the past won’t change anything, you know? You look well. Are you enjoying your journey?”
The black carpet of the night sky is filled with countless shining stars— far too many to count.
“Look at me! See? I’m shining the brightest!”
Every star is beautiful. Whenever I look up at the night sky, I can’t help but sigh at how breathtaking it is.
The sun has completely set. This is a pitch‑black wilderness. Occasionally a coyote cries out, breaking the silence of the desert.
In that darkness and stillness, only the area around his tipi is lit. Dry wood is stacked in a cone shape, and flames are devouring it eagerly. Sometimes the wood snaps loudly as if resisting.
A coyote howls in the distance. When the flames flicker, they briefly illuminate his deeply chiseled face— a long‑haired man quietly sewing what looks like deer hide.
“Don’t blame yourself so much. Life’s main current is invisible. We can only live in the small branches of the flow each day. But you know… there is such a thing as divine arrangement in life. Without a doubt. This planet always provides the best guidance for each person at each moment. But if your inner antenna is rusty, you won’t notice it, haha. Anyway— for now, enjoy your journey. Set yourself free.”
Branson, Missouri “Dutch Kountry Inn”
The town is slowly waking up. I can feel that atmosphere seeping into my room.
(…I think I had a complicated dream… What was it again… Well, whatever. I feel like he told me to “enjoy it.”)
Alright… I’m hungry. What should I eat…
… Oh yeah!! Yesterday’s place!! “Gwin’s Home Cannery.”
Maybe I can see that girl again. The moment I thought that, I hurriedly put on my boot‑cut jeans, pulled on my boots, and dashed out of the motel.
“Morning, buddy! We’re going back to that restaurant!”
I turned the ignition key— my partner roared to life, sounding great as always.
“Looking good today!”
Route 76, the town’s main street, wasn’t too crowded yet. But soon the cars would increase. Feeling the pleasant morning wind, I rode with excitement.
“I can’t wait!”
(Oh please… it’s not like she’s interested in you or anything…)
“Shut up, buddy… No matter what you say, I want to see her again!!”
I parked my partner and walked into the restaurant with hope—
… But she wasn’t there. (tears)
Still, the meal was all‑you‑can‑eat for $6, and the food was amazing as always. My heart wasn’t satisfied, but my stomach was completely full.
Back at the parking lot, I got on my partner.
“Ahh… I didn’t get to see her…”
(Well, it’s not like she was—)
“Quiet, buddy… Just leave me alone… (tears)”
Alright… time to reset my mood. Today I want to visit the Harley shop, and check out lots of stores. Where should I start?
To be continued…
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